incoherent ramblings

in the 14 years Joey, David and I were a throuple, we pretty much never traveled together. While I loved and miss traveling with Joey. David has never been one for exploration or travel which has limited my desire Read more

2020 the year from hell, between Covid 19, politics, breakups, isolation, self quarantine, depression, loneliness, mental health issues. 

We decided that despite the risk, we were going to hang out with each other every week on Fridays.

Well, Thanksgiving Read more

This guy Eric, a friend I’ve had intermittent contact with for 30 years and have a strange past with.  

He’d been trying unsuccessfully for years to get me out of my shell, to travel to Puerto Vallarta & try Read more

5 months shy of 15 years, I get a text, {see below}

My lover was too much of a fucking coward to tell me in person, he simply disappeared for a few days with a loser friend, sat around Read more

So for the last 4+ years, I’ve asked, begged, complained, bitched & nothing changes anything.

Tonight was Joey’s birthday, we’re out at a nice dinner and he’s on his fucking idiot box 98% of the dinner.

It’s getting to Read more

In an attempt to do more outdoorsy stuff and spend more time doing adventures with Joey.

He bought this super cute/fun/G.O.A.T vehicle – (1993 Diesel Pajero 4×4 manual) withe steering wheel on the WRONG SIDE!

This was our first Read more

Joey brought this puzzle home, which kind of confused me as we’d never done them before. It sat on the counter for some time before I decided to give it a go.

I got this far alone (see pic Read more

I never cook, I hate cooking, but I’m pretty good at it. The reaction from both the boys this evening (Joey and David). Was super flattering, David legitimately licked his plate clean (like actually licked the entire thing).

Joey Read more

Being able to get mom her dream car was definitely special.

She wanted a OLDER accord in either Champagne frost, or emerald green with tan leather interior. I offered to buy her a new car, but with her SSI Read more

Something I’d never thought I’d see. A photo of Me, my Mother & Father together.

Lomo Alto in Barcelona Spain

185 day aged meat was absolutely amazing

Castle for lunch with Joey and one of my favorite ladies (his grandmother).His grandmother used to play here with the occupants of the castle some 80 years ago.

Joey’s decided the grass isn’t greener on the other side and wants me back. Thanks for everyone’s support and kind words in the previous post.

I’m undecided on how to proceed, as there are now trust issues & my Read more

My biological mother gave me these paintings.

These are paintings from my Grandmother (her mother) painted in the late 60’s. She said “Enjoy them. I have, now it’s your turn”.

Went down to CA to visit Mom & Aunt Terrie. (april 1-10) had a wonderful time, mom made me feel special coming home.

Balloons, yummy home cooked food, volunteering at her church and various religious organizations.

My husband sent Read more

I’d always wanted geese, so I got some to raise. I spent time with them every day so they’d love me, trust me and not attack me.

Joey decided he wanted to partake in this endeavor as well.

These Read more