incoherent ramblings

of an emotional faggot

Comfort zone broken! Woot!

in the 14 years Joey, David and I were a throuple, we pretty much never traveled together. While I loved and miss traveling with Joey. David has never been one for exploration or travel which has limited my desire Read more

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Wine, Food & Laughs

2020 the year from hell, between Covid 19, politics, breakups, isolation, self quarantine, depression, loneliness, mental health issues. 

We decided that despite the risk, we were going to hang out with each other every week on Fridays.

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Feeling special

I’ve never been good at accepting love from people, mostly because I’ve never really felt loved from my parents & family. 

20+ years ago I met a very stubborn & obnoxious boy who shares his love so forcefully & Read more

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Giggles & Tesla games

With emotions running high and not always in a good way, coming back to my car after a brief meeting with a friend and seeing this beautiful boy giggling and smiling and genuinely happy.

This makes my list of Read more

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Teamwork Puzzle

Joey brought this puzzle home, which kind of confused me as we’d never done them before. It sat on the counter for some time before I decided to give it a go.

I got this far alone (see pic Read more

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Cooking for the boys

I never cook, I hate cooking, but I’m pretty good at it. The reaction from both the boys this evening (Joey and David). Was super flattering, David legitimately licked his plate clean (like actually licked the entire thing).

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Pic with my parents

Something I’d never thought I’d see. A photo of Me, my Mother & Father together.

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Best Fucking Steak ever

Lomo Alto in Barcelona Spain

185 day aged meat was absolutely amazing

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Burg Colmberg

Castle for lunch with Joey and one of my favorite ladies (his grandmother).His grandmother used to play here with the occupants of the castle some 80 years ago.

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Grandma’s Paintings

My biological mother gave me these paintings.

These are paintings from my Grandmother (her mother) painted in the late 60’s. She said “Enjoy them. I have, now it’s your turn”.

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Easter CA trip

Went down to CA to visit Mom & Aunt Terrie. (april 1-10) had a wonderful time, mom made me feel special coming home.

Balloons, yummy home cooked food, volunteering at her church and various religious organizations.

My husband sent Read more

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Joey, Walter, Crystal & Tina

I’d always wanted geese, so I got some to raise. I spent time with them every day so they’d love me, trust me and not attack me.

Joey decided he wanted to partake in this endeavor as well.

These Read more

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