5 months shy of 15 years, I get a text, {see below}

My lover was too much of a fucking coward to tell me in person, he simply disappeared for a few days with a loser friend, sat around a camp fire doing psychedelic mushrooms, while chanting native American words he learned form his loser friend.

The medicine being “psychedelic mushrooms”

like fucking DUH, read the side effects of using psychedelic mushrooms, “Raised body temperature” of course you won’t feel cold.

when I asked for an explanation of why he disappeared, why he was doing them with a friend i got dumped via text.

I knew he was coming since I’d texted and said he at least owes me an in person. So i recorded it.

This isn’t’ the Joey I know, or have loved for near 14 years. This is the dark side, disconnected, cold, avoidant, detached from reality, run, history repeating succumb to anxiety and depression while looking at everything from the worst possible perspective

While letting others influence and feed what he thinks he wants to hear.

Regardless. My heart is broken.